| whats been going on with scot gilmore? well as of now im getting close to the end of my senior year of highschool, its kind weird realizing im never gonig to see half of these people again, it blows my mind, college will be right around the corner, i am gonig to the university of cincinnati for psychology, i plan on getting a bachelors degree, a masters degree, and a phd, overall ill probably be in school till im at around 30, life has been treating me really amazing lately i have wonderful friends, were all starting to go our own ways, all making new choices, and im perfectly fine with that, it seems like some of us are a little frightend by it, we all will go our seperate ways one day, its part of growing up and maturing into an adult, no matter what happens id die for any one of you at anytime, im hoping going to college will teach me a lot other than going to school, im going to live with some really awesome people and be surrounded by a bunch of my best friends, i cant beleive how awesome everybody is doing, micah is starting to get more and more known as a writer, hes accomplished some wonderful works and i have a feeling hes going to make it im so proud of him, adams in a band thats blowing up and i know at college he will be successful at anything he chooses to do he is a very wise person and i know nothing but greatness is ahead, andy is such a strong person to me, i look up to him in so many ways, i think he will affect so many peoples livesfor the better astime goes by,and wikoff, my little marine,he and i wil be roomies, well i constantly worry about him being deployed but if its what hes got to do so be it, hes on the rioght track with his life and i know hell be great, and good old dj stingray, well hes got another year of highschool but i know hell hang out with us all the time he hates school and does poorly a portion on the time in it, but he works so well with people and i know he wnats to pursue firefighting in the future, and if not i know hes going to be amazing at whatever he does, those are a lot of my really close friends, i know theres more and i apologize if i didnt include you, but my conclusion is, we are all starting to part ways, we need to respct that and love eachother and adapt to these certain changes, if we do that nothing will break our bond, were untouchable, guys i love you so much,i look up to all of you thank you being in my life and help forming me into who i am today, now chloe, ive been with this girl since i was 15 other than the little bit we broke up , i have matured and fixed my previous mistakes and am now became completly inlove with her weve been through everything together, and next year even though im at college i really think her an i can work through it as long as we can adapt to the change, i love her so much and would do absolutly anything for her, she brings out the best in me, and she motivates me into wanting so much more for myself, and not settling for anything less, she is the most beautiful and amazing girl ive ever met, we have so much fun together, i will live up to the commitment i made with her, i am inlove....im really excited for college, im very nervous on how it will be and wondering if ill succeed,i am ver excited to live with some amazing people, i know well have some great experiances, its just hard leaving al lthe people ive walked the halls with for 12 years of school, but i think im ready for it, ive become an amazing person and i am lvoed by some great people. all and all life is beautiful although it wasnt at some time, but a a group of people have made me open up my eyes and see how beautiful life is and in the future i know i will make it, i know i will do great things with this oppertunity i have, thank you to everyone who has impacted my life in anyway, i am blessed by all of you |
